As the sun begins to rise over the horizon, casting a warm glow over the Hagerstown Community College (HCC) campus, I reflect on my last day as a member of the campus police force. A bittersweet emotion fills my heart, a mixture of pride for the 1.7 years of service I had on this 319 acres rural small campus, and a tinge of sadness as I prepare to embark on a new chapter in my life.
The day unfolds with me patrolling the near-empty campus grounds on this Saturday morning, passing one of many HCC deer on Scholar Drive, but quickly return to the office as I try to avoid a last-minute police scandal that could delay my start date with the University of Maryland Baltimore County (UMBC) Police Department. Around 0830 hours, a professor at one of the buildings calls me to unlock her classroom. Easy enough.
This week, I engaged in friendly conversations with staff, offered a listening ear and a helping hand whenever needed as I announced my departure to college departments I regularly interacted with.
As the afternoon progresses, I find myself retreating to the police department offices in a lonely shift as the radio scanner keeps going with calls elsewhere in Washington County. Computer Aided Dispatch is down, a dispatcher announces over the air. So is Police Mobile that all law enforcement officers use to conduct police business.
The final hours of the day pass with no police activity for me. As I make a second round of patrol checks, I stop by the Kepler Theater and interact with a couple of staff members working a rehearsal for an upcoming play. One of them ask me if we could provide security because the play deals with Jews and anti-Semitism, and the current war between Israel and Palestine is on everyone's mind.
Towards the end of my shift, around 1500 hours, my supervisor, Lieutenant Murray, comes in to collect the rest of my equipment: my firearm, my vest, my duty belt and other accessories.
As the shift ends, I stand at the entrance to the police department offices with hallway security cameras rolling. Having no badge to flash or blue card, I'm technically no longer a law enforcement officer for the time being until new credentials are issued to me by UMBC Police. I take a deep breath, then slowly walk away from room 115 with my now former lieutenant, heading to the exit of the Learning Resources Center building. This place has been my second chance at a law enforcement career since May 2022 -- when so many others rejected my applications -- after such career came to an abrupt end with the Washington County Sheriff's Office in April 2021. I was involuntarily transferred to its Detention Division after a lackluster performance in the Patrol Division. I will always remember this ordeal as it happened just prior to me facing another challenge: a very difficult divorce that would eventually bankrupt me, forcing me to sell my house and one of my cars.
With a final glance at the campus that has been my second home, even if briefly, I walk away, my footsteps echoing in the quiet afternoon air. I carry with me a trove of memories, each one a testament to the small impact I have made on this campus during my career stint.
As I drive away, I start feeling a profound sense of gratitude. I am grateful for the opportunity to have served my community, for the friendships I have forged, and for the lessons I have learned. Washington County and HCC have had some challenges for me. But I look forward to the new adventures that await me in Baltimore County, I know that the indelible mark I have left at HCC will forever be etched in my heart.
Photo caption: my equipment and uniforms laying in the conference room table at HCC Police offices.